Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Diamond Sea and Diamond Icebergs!

Sky fascinates me... the expanse, the mysteries...
a feeling that there is much much more than meets my eyes... ... much more beyond my grasp- of my fingers, of my mind!
It gives me a sense of meaning, a sense of hope- an inexpressible joy, belief in existence ... maybe my fantasy, may a truth which i can feel, but can't explain. At any point of time, it gives me an uplift! Even it flows in my concrete existence!
Read few days back about two planets of our solar system, having sea of liquid diamond with floating iceberg of ... diamonds!! That sounds interesting!! OK !! God or the creative principle, has got pretty interesting sense of beauty! what would be the reflections in that sea? whether the sunshine reaches there? or light from other stars? How will it look like?
Not only this, but how does God's 'entire creation' looks like? That which is beyond our reach... of our technology, of our imagination! What exciting possibilities there?
Just the joy of finding one more expression of that light, of that creation, when 'it' thought of expanding, becoming multitude.
They say beyond the beauty of the material, lies the delight of the consciousness, which pervades all of us! How do we bring it here, down, in concrete!! The charm of delight and love here, down!!
A friend was pre-occupied with this sometime back... it has rubbed on to me too!!
Ah! I want to experience 'that' light which has brightness of thousand suns! Again!!

Thursday, January 21, 2010


some day today... after an enriching, interesting or even after a tiring work day, I wish to go for a long walk, somewhere peaceful...
Sometimes, after a day of working alone, I wish to go with someone who respects silence and takes little space, someone with whom there is no need to build up a small, sometimes silly conversation... Someone with whom there a deep connection, which is not need based, not even affection based, but on the bond of spirit.
A sense of detached attachment is present, without the need to possess, and there is no overpowering desire to get approval, validation or to prove a point or my presence! There is a mutual acceptance of the fact of being there. Period.
There is no life fact to crib about or people to bitch about... not even to understand the darkness and pitfalls in existence, in its totality with empathy. There is no goal directed activity or conversation... no where to reach, or reach fast!
Time is felt as its is, without broken and space is just there, the context doesn't make ripples in the stillness of the mind. Any thought if it makes its presence, can become creative, but there is no force to produce. There is a feeling of being 'at home', without walls and boundaries.
There is none to share this space, this walk... for there are few, who I do not want to come along and a lesser few women and men, who are much too busy seniors... whose silent space I would not want to break!
We all inhabit different worlds and our solitary walks remain individual!

Saturday, January 16, 2010

wonder of all wonders...

While I have always been in favour of idea that there is something inherent in humans which leads them towards growth ... but on reflection, i do agree, apart from outside circumstances, there are often inner realities and life choices which holds back a person... call it by any name!

Well, Freud's 'rotten to the core' ideas about human beings might not be the most championed idea, especially for those who are working with people, beyond just being arm-chair philosophers. But in layman's world, he still holds a lot of grip. One can often see his idea being used as a justification for random acts of poor judgements... or worse!

Ha! humans choose to believe that, which is most convenient!

Friday, January 8, 2010

To the Repeat Visitors........!

Some repeat visits on my blogs by someone from College Station Texas, has led to lot of speculations ... Well I had some old friends there, who reportedly seem to be clueless about these visits! So... will the real visitor from College Station, Texas stand-up please!!
The courage will be appreciated and rewarded:)

Other repeat visitors are also very much welcome to leave a friendly hello! ;)

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Hilarious observations on life

While reading few Murphy's laws, i got tempted to post them here.
This one is a pretty comprehensive collection and hilarous like ever:))

Its actually been pretty long since i posted anything here due to n thinking about work :)